13th March 2004 - Louis; 2 more hours

I have NEVER (well, actually just once) been drunk in the afternoon. I just feel it's plain wrong...wrong wrong wrong.. When I went out for lunch yesterday, little did I know that it was Warricks' birthday .....and they were going to celebrate early, off to the union bar!

Intoxicants are bad.

But massively fun though. I swear i'm the funniest person to be with when i'm drunk/stoned.
I mean, how could I have said, "Look, I can count ok. Which isn't that high at all" and had absolutely no idea i just dissed myself? while the crowd stares and wonders "Did I just hear what I think he just said?"

Now her appetite is blown, little else is known, cept she's a little angry. Grabs a towel, looks away.
The heat fades with the day. And i, fall down on what to say,
oh something clean, let me be clever.
Hey oh well, whatever but that's not what I mean.

Where we've been has left us burnt still,
I wont turn from a fight
You know i'll never win.

Expect very very little updates for the next week.

Incredible experience....but too expensive for my liking.

I put my life at risk too often, not only because of the thrills...but also for the sake of others. It's not as if I really want to get myself killed, my parents spent a whole load of money on me. But if a car was about to hit someone ,I would unconsciously lunge for the person and try to push him/her out of the way...

Also, I know for a fact that I would give up my life for someone. Which automatically devalues the importance of my life again.

I'm sure you really wanted to hear that. But check out the pad i'm staying in for the week.

Well, I just got back from Singapore. And while I have nothing against the people there, I just don't like being there, plain and simple. I had the most boring time of my life, and I was alone which meant I could do anything I wanted. So how did I end up sitting in the bath tub watching The Shipping News? Well...

Upon reaching the shittiest hotel in the world, I instantly knew that I would get absolutely no sleep that night. How did I know this? Well, I am a very superstitious person, and the nice woman at the desk gave me the key to room...413. Yep. 4 to be un-lucky on my Chinese side, and just so as to make sure I can't escape it, 13 to be un-lucky on my English side. Great.

Anyway, after establishing that my room was a shit hole, I decided that getting the hell out of there would be first on my agenda, and so I went out to walk around the city. I found twelve electronics stores, and pretty much nothing else. This blew. So I walked back to the hotel, and worked on my script.

I then decided that I was hungry. Again, I walked out of the hotel and found a flyer for a "Gourment Lamb Sandwich", at Burger King. Now, I don't usually like fast food, but that sounded good. I should have known better. I bought that to take away, and while I was doing so, saw a VCD store. Anticipating how bored I would be, I went in and had a choice between three English movies - Full Frontal aka. Worst. Movie. Ever. She's All That, and the Shipping News. Seeing as how I'm not a seventh grade girl, I took the Shipping News.

Anyway, I got back to the hotel, ate the shitty lump of lamb buttock on bread, and was ABOUT to pop the VCD in, when I flicked on the TV and saw American Idol. Behold! The Wild Card special. Fuckin' stupid, difficult to call...But either way, this put me more in a mood to walk, I was determined to find something to do in Singapore.

And I walked out again...I walked and walked and walked and found nothing. UNTIL, it was as if the crowds parted to reveal the sign: "Bugis Junction" overhead. Now this may not mean anything to you, but Louis and I went to Singapore a few years back, and found a wicked arcade, called "Bugis something". I remembered this place, and I knew I may find something to do. I think I may have actually said out loud: "Ahhhhh Salvaaaaaaation!!!"

Anyway, long story short - I found the arcade and owned the street fighter machine for a good hour, then walked back to the hotel satisfied.

I got in the tub, put my lap-top next to it, put in The Shipping News, and that was the end of my night.

Also, I updated another article. You probably won't be interested, as I just put it up for my own personal interest and gratification, but hey. Click here then.

9th March 2004